I've Graduated My Nursising Assistant course and I Think I am About to Lose My RANT CONTROL!

[I have a question, here. Why the heck can't I find a photo of a sexy male nurse wearing hardly any clothes? There are thousands of photos of women nurses barely wearing a thing, even when I google search for "sexy male nurse." What the fuck is up with that? I would like to look more like this guy (with more hair, of course) than have an hour glass figure and large breasts.

Not that I'm complaining about women! Women are beautiful and carry life into the future. But C'MON! I would like to look like a bulky sexy dude, not a curvy sexy woman, and I just can't find photos of a mostly naked well built male nurse. Don't women have fantasies about sexy well built almost naked male nurses? *sigh*]

I have passed my Nursing Assistant course, the last day was today.

I've been reading Ridwan's blog about Sharon Stone claiming China got its karma (I assume because of its actions against Tibet) in the form of the earthquake that has killed some 68,000 Chinese and displace thousands more.

On Shusli's blog, she has pointed out that there has been another uncontacted tribe of human folks "discovered." This, of course, means that there has been a death warrant signed for this nation. Please, visit her excellent blog and read her analysis. Being from a "discovered nation" herself, she has a pretty good idea of what is in store for these folks.
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I passed my Nursing Assistant course. I tell you folks, it has been hell.

I don't mean that it is tough cleaning up someone who is incontinent. I don't mean it is tough dealing with folks with alzheimer's. I don't mean it is tough working with folks who are dying. I mean I got my ass chewed so much the last week of my clinicals I started having regrets at the career choice I was making.

However, logical thinking pervails in me, thus far, and since Shusli is already in the biz, I knew that this was coming. Even being prepared for such treatment, however, doesn't make it easier to take. I won't give details, but I had a very unpleasant time and have furthered my understanding of Shusli when she comes home frustrated, hurt, and pissed off, even after two years of being a nurse.

I am happy I have made it through this. We were given comment forms to fill out about our class and our teacher. I would have loved to say the bad things that hurt me and pissed me off about the class and the teacher, but then, the class was free ($1000 at SOCC, about $700 at the local care centers that offer it). The teacher wasn't all that horrific, although the teacher humiliated me a few times, hurt my feelings, and seriously pissed me off on occasion. Seriously, she knows what she is doing as far as getting her students to finish the class successfully. I just don't appreciate the methods all that much.

I've also been mislead on a few things. I was told the center would work with my schedule. They won't. If I want to work full time I have to go by their schedule. Otherwise, it would be part-time. And there are numerous other little and not so little things like this that have been frustrating throughout these last two months.

However, once I get state certified, I can get a job anywhere...ANYWHERE! There is a shortage of CNA's and Nurses in this nation. People need health care.

I also get to know some very awsome folks. Some of the resident folks are absolute treasures. I used to be scared of these places and the people in them. I realize now I missed out on quite a bit of humanity here.

If things continue the way they are, this will be the best and the worst job I have ever had, until I become a nurse. Then that will be the best and the worst job I have ever had.
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On Ridwan's blog, he states Sharon Stone said that China got its karma in the form of the recent earthquake. I assume she means (since she is a buddhist and is shown bowing before the Dalai Lama) that the earthquake is for the actions China has taken against Tibet. She has since rescinded this statement.

However, the U.S. has slaughtered so many millions of folks and oppressed and created horrific suffering for so many millions more (even within its own alleged boundaries), one has to wonder when the U.S. will get theirs. 9-11 wasn't it. That was only 4,000 folks. Compare that to the millions upon millions murdered and who suffer because of the U.S., including within their current boundaries. There is a lot more come uppance that the U.S. deserves, and maybe this economic collapse will be just the beginning.

And what about the karmic debt of the Dalai Lama. Is it possible that the invasion of Tibet and his and his followers exile had to do with his karma? Could it have possibly been their karma for the way they treated their women?
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Sushli has made a post on her blog about the newly "discovered" people in the amazon. The word "uncontacted" is the word used for "discovered," now. It is politically correct for the tainted connotations associated now with the word..."discovered." However, these folks were discovered. ("Uncontacted" is the new "discovered.")

The right of discovery means that the discoverer is now the owner. Drive out, you locals, highway 84. Just past the Sandy River on the side of the road coming in to town, you will see the great big memorial sign to the "discovery" of the Columbia River by some Euro asshole Brit that claimed all lands here in the name of that inbred whore, the Queen. This, of course, led to the extermination of people like Shusli and I. We were the unclean. The discovered. Being discovered, we were owned in the name of that shit face bitch, the Queen. Therefore, our owners had the Vatican ordained right (The 1490's Papal bull) to do with us, our land, and everything on it, whatever they damned well pleased.

Their photos were taken during 20 hours of flights between April 28 and May 2. Why were these flights being made? Who paid for them? What were they looking for? ..."death warrant"...

No doubt in my mind, if our economy doesn't collapse (C'MON COLLAPSE!), those folks will be gone or severly transormed within 20 years (genocide). Their resources will be stolen. Their language all but forgotten. Their women raped and forced into prostitution. Their religion co-opted.

OK, stop reading here, and go right to Shusli's blog. She stated it all so beautifully. As beautiful as you can create around such a tragedy.